1.11.2010..(He gone)

I'm so SO sad because my grandpa already leave us. I'm so So worried about my grandma..i know she will be sad more sad than what i feel. oh God..i'm regret because never heard what u want me to do with my grandpa. This month is always sad for me...my late brother was pass away while November. I want be my mum and grandma to calm down they. I really dun know why my family did't contact me about this matter. God..I know U hear my pray.. let put my grandpa by U side. forgive all what he done.

Style

Td jam 8.30pm, mmg biasa saya akan tgo citer style kt 8TV. cite ni best tp agak geram cuz sikap selfish watak park ki ja 2. mmg benar di dunia sebenar ni, org yg lemah akan menjadi lemah bila x mau bangkit. org lemah akan sentiasa ditindas oleh orang yang adaa kedudukan dalam 1 organisasi. Saya pun rasa saya ni org yg sgt lemah sehingga sanggup dipijak org. mcm na saya berusaha utk menjaga hati org lain tetapi masih kelihatan amat menjengkelkan di pandangan org lain. saya bkn x berusaha, saya berusaha tetapi saya tiada kelebihan yang org lain ada. sori if saya terlalu humble tetapi saya akan tetap begini jika saya x berusaha bersungguh-sungguh utk berubah. walaubagaimanapun, tq kepada org2 disekeililing saya cuz membantu saya bersabar dan tahan diri dar menjadi marah dan dengki. negative thinking make me failed....

Have a nice day girl!!!

everyday..i wake up. i pray to God..i want to be the happiest girl in this world. love to be kind and love to be love other. try to be more mature and be cool all the time. God know what playing in my head. i always ask GOD either i'm good to Him or not. maybe i can't be good all the time but i try my very best to make Him smile and like me. Lord...forgive my sins and i want more close with you. Love God always.

worried?

i been worry about everything...especially my future. what should i do if i always worried bout that? anyone can help me. i answer my own question...God be here with me, and He already plan the wonderful plan for my future. thanks God cuz u care about me. love u God