Once again....

Time passed so fast...i can't make my time return back. I really pissed off with my certain environment now. i need something refreshed and i need my rung to breath. I don't want to be hypocrite as other people do..i dun want to blame u or u or u or anyone about that. All of the annoying thing is came from myself. I choose to be like this..i choose to be honest and i choose to care bout people feeling. "untuk memuaskan hati semua org is impossible, yg saya mampu buat is try to menjaga hati org". so many reason i give and i know it doesn't work. I not a good girl...every word that came out from my mouth is liar...my image is fake to hidden my evil. i not a good girl at all. people always argue why i be like this...i just said..i love the life like this better. i'm not confuse with what i feel...i really feel that we're totally different. 

Sungguh kasihan..

Ibu ayam dikejar musang

Anakayam cari ibunya 

oh kasihan..oh kasihan 

sungguh kasihan.

Inilah lagu saya time budak2 dulu...saya suka sangat nyanyi lagu ni. one thing i want to share here is about my girlfriend. saya  rasa sgt kasihan dengan dia. Lagu diatas xde kaitan dengan yg kisah dia tau. my girlfriend...husband dia cheating. dengar dia cerita laki dia pakai cantik2 tp anak2 dia terbiar...pastu selalu bg alasan busy la..apala....n then selalu kuar mlm n balik subuh2. kalau saya pn tempat kwn saya mesti menyirap juga darah saya. cian kt kwn ni tau....sudahla sanggup ikut laki 2..tinggalkan kesenangan dia, hurmmm..so moral of the story kn..saya kena  amik pelajaran kt cni. perkahwinan bknla 1 perkara enteng yg dipndg sebelah mata saja. it's more than that...kahwin bkn sekadar utk seks...utk cinta..utk memiliki but  it's all about how u can share u life..saling melengkapi...understanding...saling bergantungan n how u perform u lives better to God..how u serve u life and u family 2 God. come on la wahai lelaki hidung belang.."dun hurt woman!!!".... dun treat us like clothes...u suka u pakai..u xsuka u xnk. 

I GeRam...XsuKa..BeNcI & mEnyAmpAh

Huh!....saya pun confuse dengan diri sendiri. xtau kenapa rasa mcm ni pla dengan budak baru office ni. Dia bukannya buat salah ke..kacau saya ke..dia buat hal dia saja. Tapi..kenap saya betul2 geram...xsuka...benci & menyampah dengan dia???? 

Budak baru office ni lelaki tau...dia baru je masuk isnin lepas. adui saya pn xfaham napa saya boleh geram btl dengan dia....dia org yg suka bertanya benda2 yang  biasa saja tp saya xble juga. rasa nk lempang jer. Tuhan ampunilah saya. kalau dia bertanya saya wat dunno jer pastu xpandang muka dia lngsung...saya mcenjawab pn acuh xacuh jer. adui. eee....xselesa betul ni. saya nk wat apa pn sukahati akulah..xpyh sibuk nk tengok saya buka fb ke..blog ke...jgn la asyik jeling2 je kt PC aku. xsuka tau x!!!!....jgn wat muka kasihan ngan aku.   sabo jela...my mood is not ok kot...

Start a new day with smile and positive thinking.

I wake up in this morning at 7.00am..so lazy to wake up and prepare myself to go work. but i have no choice, so i take my towel n take a shower with grumbling and feeling lazy. a few minute later i finish and suddenly i heard one voice that asks me..." hey you..jangan merungut and malas2. bersyukurlah kerana ko mc hidup di pagi ni dan menikmati anugerah Tuhan." wow...i said "Thanks for the advise" and i smile and pray to God. thanks God cuz u allow me to live today. bless my day. and i surrender all my life and day for U.... 

moral of the story:// bersyukurlah kerana bersyukur itu adalah sesuatu perbuatan yang baik.