Not a bad girl

So sad! When people@org kampung start talking bad about me. What wrong with them??? Am I buat jahat to them or accidentally I makes them sakit hati or what??
I also did not have any idea why they loves to gossiping me. Since I budak2 till now...I heard a bunch of bad story and version about me. Totally pissed me off...I'm too bad for them? Is it??
The most nonsense gossip that I heard from them is everynight I will be dating with a different guy and sent me home after dating. I'm totally clearly remember I was 10 year old that time. What the F...I'm a innocent lil kid that time, how come they can come out with this story.
The recent spreading rumor about me is sugar daddy bela me here at KL. Oh my gosh..are u serious? Do u ask someone to spying me here?? Are u really die hard fan of me?? Get a life folks!! I told ya...kalau betul sugar daddy bela me, napa I kena kerja, pakai kereta local...nak shopping pun fikir 2 3 kali.
Poor me...me orang yg sgt hormat orang lain, tak pernah menyusahkn suku sakat dorg. Napa dorang selalu menyusahkan saya. God bless them.

Confirm lagi

Times goes too fast..sedar tak sedar dah 4 bulan saya kerja company ni. Serius tak perasan, rasa macam baru seminggu yang lalu saya start kerja. Rabu lepas saya dapat email dari HR...saying that I confirm and became a permenant staff. Thanks God...again saya confirm dan jadi permenant staff. Harap2 dapat kerja lama kat sini. Even if saya rasa nak yg lebih lagi dari sekrg tp sabarkan hati jela. Seriously I'm looking something that makes me statisfied. I want more more more more experience in my head. Syukurla sebab kerja sekarang tak seberat mana pun. Still consider average. Xsusah dan x senang. Apapun congrats to myself. Well done...u confirm again and do not think to leave again for this 2 year. Hehehe...

Hati berbunga-bunga..heh

Dah lama tak berperasaan semacam ni, rasa geli dgn diri sendiri pun ada juga. Rasanya sgt lama semenjak break up dgn kekasih lama. Ada juga dlm 3 thn single ni. Tetapi secara tiba2 dan tanpa di pinta...perasaan berbunga2 dlm hati ni muncul kembali. Jeng jeng jeng...siapakah gerangannya manusia yg boleh buat hati saya dup dap dup dap , berbunga2 dan buat saya selalu senyum2 ni. Hehehe..kat office saya ada sorg mamat cute. Jadi rapat dgn dia sebab he the one yg jadi my partner as birthday organizer. Sebab selalu discuss dan gaduh pasal birthday party tu saya rasa saya seronok dan selesa dgn dia. Some more, dia mcm caring, funny and jujur. Last week we did not talking with each other. Lps tu mmg jarang nampak dia wlwpn kami satu office. Selalu dia lalu saya perasan tp xtau napa last week and this week xsgt perasan kewujudan dia and because of this, I feel like a truly miss him. Hahaha...geli hati dengan perasaan sendiri. Honestly, saya selalu pandang tempat duduk dia tp x nampk dia. Isk isk...miss him(gatal kikiki). And today...as usual pagi2 saya akan curi2 pandang meja dia and I did't see him. Suddenly dlm 4.30 ptg tu dia lalu meja saya and he said "hai airen?" Sambil pandang saya dgn mata dia and dgn senyuman dia and then dgn muka pucat dia. Alololo...so cute, hampir saja saya melompat kegembiraan. Tiba2 rasa stress sebab keje bertimbun hilang serta merta. Dan dgn tu juga saya senyum2 sampai sekrg. Hurm...I'm falling in love. So geli hati dgn perasaan mcm ni, masa muda yela boleh berperasaan mcm ni tp dh tua ni mcm xsesuai la pula. Hahahha...napa dia tegur saya mcm tu? He miss me too ke? Ooo duhai hati. Hihi..he too cute to be true. R

Nak jadi Boss

Aku teringin nak jadi  boss..nak ada company sendiri..nak manage company sendiri. ..nak ada org bawahan sendiri. Argh!!!! Bila agaknya jadi kenyataan??? Dulu2 aku teringin nak buka kedai kasut jenama sendiri...niat ni masih ada cuma sekarang lebih kuat untuk buka restoran sendiri pula. Bayangkan aku duduk dekat kaunter pembayaran sambil senyum2 tengok pelanggan yg ramai sedang menikmati makanan. Pergh..mcm best pula. Hahahaha. Kalau aku nak buka restoran aku nak buka restoran masakan thai, chinese food dan juga tradisional sabahan food. Setiap malam sebelum tidur, aku membayangkan aku jadi boss yang baik. Aduiyai bilalah dapat jadi boss ni.