What I hate most

Selain daripada lintah dan cicak terbang..Benda yang paling saya benci dalam dunia ini ialah manusia SELFISH!!!!.
Golongan ini bagi pandangan saya ialah orang low class,tidak ada civik Dan tamadun.
Golongan yang bertamadun macam saya yang selalu menjadi mangsa kepada golongan selfish ni..wtf!.
In my workplace memang wujud manusia ini. Teringin nak terajang kuat2 pun ada juga. Teringin sangat nak maki orang tu tapi sebab jaga maruah sendiri Dan maruah orang tu so x maki. Sudahlah selfish, kuat mengampu pula tu..memang saya tensionlah.
Oleh yang sedemikian, saya bertekad untuk tidak bercakap Dengan si perempuan selfish tu. Totally pissed me off wtf!
By the way..i'm officially looking for the jobs. Too much la my superior. Tau nganga Saja. User cakap mcm ni dia setuju...x review langsung flow dia. Title job saya BI analyst and specialist...bukannya specialist admin. Haihhh...ni kena print,courier Dan sort data guna excel pula. Dah la project byk Kat tangan. Lepas tu kena deal dengan CTOS,BNM Dan CCRIS..sepatutnya user yg kena deal tapi Aku juga kena. Barbie!!!

Missing you

Missing someone so much..can't deny it anymore. It's makes me feel like I'm drowning into a very deep sea water. My soul became empty and bitter. Don't know why I keep missing that person.
Dear old me...I really missing you. I don't know something keep disturbing me. It's look like I'm doing lot of bad thing in my past. So it's keep me missing my old self.
Guys don't get me wrong..zaman kanak2 and remaja saya is fantastic, enjoyable and happy. Just..just...arghh really hard to explain this feeling btw.
Maybe I had done something horrible, stupid or crazy that time but I'm not sure what is it. I'm insane is it??

Warm welcome 2014

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...

Hola 2014,

Wah..time goes to fast. This year my age become 26 year old. Gosh I really hate being old. As everyone else..I also wish that my life would be good. Hope that I will more focus on my goal this year. Too many target that I can't do last year. I hope this year my life start improve from so so to be much better than ever.
Thanks God for the blessed and anugerah that He give to me. Really love it walaupun sederhana tapi ia nya sempurna.
Resolution for this year..definitely to makes money. Buy some property for myself (hope can do it). Lebih banyak buat kebajikan kepada org ramai, bkn sebab utk mendapat nama tapi utk kemuliaan Tuhan. Then..berdisiplin byr loan PTPTN ( last year sgt jarang bayar). Then..lebih beri perhatian kepada my parents. Argh..too many resolution and I can write it down one by one here. Uh oh...I want to find my soulmate. Cuz I targeting to get married on my age 27. Lol...

Dear 2013,

Thanks for being nice with me. Can't count my happiness time. Thanks God for the beautiful blessing and plan.

Stab my back or I stab u back

I love to be me...be humble..be caring..be love..be motivated..be giving..be smiley..be laugh..be good. Honestly, I really care what people would describe me with my image and my complicated personality. Kalau boleh, I dun want people labeling me as berlagak, sombong, bajet good good je. I Don't want to be fake. I love to be real me.
Tapi some of situation sangat mendesak saya untuk menjadi org lain...a different version of me. Damn it!. Let me tell u something...ada manusia yg suka tikam belakang org terutama dlm hal kerja. U pung pang ping do all the work alone but she or he claim that everything done by them. And you seems like doing nothing. Can u see that?? So before they stab u back better u cover u back with something nice and better. Be prepare...at least keep a few bahan bukti to prove that u do all the work. Being adult and working life is hard...but this is u reality. Nak x nak..kena hadap juga. My dad teach me to be patience..be kind with other altough they be bad to you. Show them love..God say love u enemy.