feeling understress....more to hyperstress.

if u still want me by u side..plis be honest with me. i want to comfort u..but hiw about you. i help u a lot..but did't do nothing

cry on my shoulder

if the hero never come to you
if you need someone
you're feeling blue

if you wait for love
and you're alone
if you call your friends nobody's home

you can run away, but you can't hide
through a storm and through a lonely night

then i'll show you there's a  destiny
the best things in life, they are free

but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone
who cares for you

if you feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes i show you what real love can do

if you sky is grey oh
let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go

if heaven is a million years away
oh just call me an i'll make you day

when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you

i will always stay by your side
i promise you, i'll never hide

what love can do???

1.11.2010..(He gone)

I'm so SO sad because my grandpa already leave us. I'm so So worried about my grandma..i know she will be sad more sad than what i feel. oh God..i'm regret because never heard what u want me to do with my grandpa. This month is always sad for me...my late brother was pass away while November. I want be my mum and grandma to calm down they. I really dun know why my family did't contact me about this matter. God..I know U hear my pray.. let put my grandpa by U side. forgive all what he done.

Style

Td jam 8.30pm, mmg biasa saya akan tgo citer style kt 8TV. cite ni best tp agak geram cuz sikap selfish watak park ki ja 2. mmg benar di dunia sebenar ni, org yg lemah akan menjadi lemah bila x mau bangkit. org lemah akan sentiasa ditindas oleh orang yang adaa kedudukan dalam 1 organisasi. Saya pun rasa saya ni org yg sgt lemah sehingga sanggup dipijak org. mcm na saya berusaha utk menjaga hati org lain tetapi masih kelihatan amat menjengkelkan di pandangan org lain. saya bkn x berusaha, saya berusaha tetapi saya tiada kelebihan yang org lain ada. sori if saya terlalu humble tetapi saya akan tetap begini jika saya x berusaha bersungguh-sungguh utk berubah. walaubagaimanapun, tq kepada org2 disekeililing saya cuz membantu saya bersabar dan tahan diri dar menjadi marah dan dengki. negative thinking make me failed....