Thanks God for the beautiful and awesome plan that He giving to me...SYUKUR atas berkatMu.
There is too many thing that I did not expected happen to my life either is bad or good. But again I'm still bersyukur for everything happens. He know what the best for me.
Baru-baru ini..saya sedar yang saya tak pernah bermimpi untuk berkerjaya dalam bidang IT but then here I'am now. Thanks kepada kawan yang menyedarkan saya. That was happen masa lunch hour...we talk yada yada bara bara bere bere about our experience in this nature of business, sampailah experience zaman sekolah. That time I was blank...and I was just keep eating my meal and listen their wonderful story. Then one of my friend asking me bout mine story. Oo wait my story?? Adui..I don't have that kind of story. I told them...saya bukan terletak dalam kelas sains dan teknologi masa sekolah menengah. Saya masih ingat dengan jelas ranking kelas dahulu.
1st rank - sains tulen
2nd rank - ICT/sains dan teknologi
3rd rank - akaun
4th rank - sains sukan
5th rank - ekonomi
6th rank - sastera
7th rank - seni visual
8th rank - geografi
9th rank - pemulihan
For you information..saya berada di kelas paling 2nd last rank. Form 4 that time..but wait a minute. My PMR result is quite okay ya..7B 1C. As I know,result saya boleh masuk dalam class 3rd rank tu. Will that time..I really don't like math apatahlagi add math or akaun. Damm it I dun like it too much. Still remember masa isi form untuk student pilih class pilihan hati masing2 (Sekolah saya dulu bagi student buat keputusan sendiri okay) saya tick class akaun sebab result saya rasa layak masa tu. 2nd class ekonomi. 3rd class baru sains sukan. But then guru kelas akaun tu xnak saya sebab dia kata my math tak excellent. Okaylah..saya akur. Tapi 2nd choice pun tak dapat sebab saya dah terlambat. Kuota untuk class ekonomi dah full. Arghh...3rd class pun dah full. And you know what...orang yg dpt result 5c 2e pun boleh masuk sains sukan. Cikgu tak tapis betul2. Lastly saya pilih class geography..masa tu class ada 7 org sahaja. Dan semua pelajar2 dia pun nakal2 semuanya. Class pun buruk2. Bersebelahan dengan kelas pemulihan yang student dia btl2 nakal dan tak berapa nak belajar.Kotor pula tu...haizz. saya jadi ketua kelas masa tu. Tapi kan xsampai beberapa bulan class geography dibubarkan. So kami diminta pilih class. I feel insulted that time...malu pun ada juga. So my guru kelas letak saya at kelas sastera. Huh..masa pindah tu budak2 dekat class tu pandang xpuas hati saja dengan kami. What wrong with them? So class sastera terpaksa memilih organisasi baru dan saya menjadi timbalan ketua kelas dat time.
Saya ni sudahlah class tak berapa famous..kokurikulum pun tak aktif sangat. Mana ada saya ikut sukan semua. Mana ada saya rajin ikut berpanas untuk latihan...bukan sebab saya tak sanggup berpanas tapi saya tak di bagi peluang dan saya lembap. Selalu nak join tp x dpt sebab dah penuh. So jadi penonton sajalah kan. Jadi sukarelawan sukan sajalah selalu.
So result SPM pun okay juga..dapat offer dari UITM KK utk diploma tp lupa course apa dorang offer tu. Saya gatal sangat nak perfi amik UITM tu tp my papa x bagi pula, dia kata i'm too young for that and saya ni tak pernah jauh dari mereka sejak dari kecil. Dia suruh continue study STPM. Okaylah...saya study STPM dlm class science sosial. Ambil 4 subject saja sebab saya akui saya malas belajar. Style saya masa belajar is dun study hard but study smart. Main lebih tapi result gempak...pergh moto saya dulu2(lol..xelok moto ni). Serius..waktu study saya lukis2 itu ini...mengelamun benda bodoh2. Borak dgn kawan2. Yg lain semua focus on their book. Me curi2 main sms lepas tu conteng2 kertas. Buat homework saja saya buat sungguh2.lol.
After finish STPM..dpt result. Apply UPU tapi xdapat. Lama tunggu..masa tu dah give up. Cita2 masa tu is became a teacher..kalau x pun nurse. Kalau x pun gomen staff. Lepas tu dpt surat 2nd offer kat USM tp surat tu lambat sangat sampai. Dpt surat tu hari ni esok last day register. Tak apa..sabar tunggu lagi. Apply kerja dengan gomen 1 pun x panggil. Setelah 2 bulan menunggu..akhirnya dtg satu surat
Quite interesting my dad said. No idea apa benda E- business technology and management masa tu. My dad pun suruh saya study situ..walaupun berat hati dia suruh saya pergi belajar jauh2 tapi saya rasa dia nak sangat tengok saya study. Saya pun masa tu tak menolak..ikut saja papa cakap. Ingat lagi 3 hari menangis rindukan rumah dan family. Every 3 hour everyday my papa call and I cry.
Saya motivate diri sendiri supaya be strong and study betul2...masa 1st time masuk kelas. Saya sgt2 blur apa pun xtau. Give up juga and terfikir nak quite juga that time tapi I dun know why, my brain still pushing me to be strong. Bertahan! ..so saya pun bertahan. Thanks God...saya dpt kawan2 baru yang baik2. Walaupun certain of them ada yang tak berapa nak baik but still bersyukur. Thanks GOd juga...saya xkena culture shock wlwpun saya jauh from my family and very freedom to do everything that I want to do. That why I told the other people...don't blame the culture or people soround you. Blame yourslef if you be effective by them.semua kena bermula dari diri sendiri. But satu saja yang saya regret...I did not study hard and smart. Still like zaman STPM and SPM...really hard utk buang habit tu and more worst sebab bebas utk nak or tak nak study. As I know ada homework saja buat. Assignment pun selalu buat last minute. Damm it...I really regret this part. Kalau bisa putar balik masa...saya nak be the rajin student that time and study with all my heart and strength. Apa nak buat...gomen annouce lambat sangat utk bg pendidikan free utk student yg dpt result 1st class. Shame on me now..kena bayar hutang ptptn yang mcm tak berkurang wlwpun bulan2 bayar. I told you...tak kurang. Haiya...ni macam saya tanggung hutang the rest of my life lah.
But anyway....masih bersyukur. Hutang ptptn ni yg buat saya utk lebih berusaha dalam kerjaya. Setakat ni..saya hanya interview mana2 mesti dapat, hanya satu saja saya x lepas(sime darby). My 1st job dengan salah satu SAP partner malaysia...SAP tu. Org dgr pun dah wow (utk org yg tau pasal tool ni jelah). Dorg ckp wah gaji mahallah tu...excellent. hurm..xmau cakap byklah pasal gaji2 ni. Tapi SAP is the most good quality on BI tool so far. Setahun lebih dgn company ni. Saya decide to go sebab bosan sgt dgn company tu. Saya pergi interview dgn company worldwide milik salah satu syarikat elektronik Japan..terus dapat. Love the environment, g kerja serabai pun xapa, boss pun ok tapi sayang sgt sebab saya dpt bertahan utk 6 bulan saja sebab agak malang nasib saya masa tu..budak2 lama semua berhenti sorg2. So saya kena support sorg2 ERP team dan yg x tahan kena maki dgn user lepas tu stand by 24 hours. Tidur pun xcukup2. Weekend pun kena kerja. User call xkira siang, malam, mid night atau subuh2. My phone non stop ringing. Argh...I have no life back there. No one want to support me. Alone and got bombed. Even if I'm on leave or MC..there still calling me to do my job.
Arghh...but still bersyukur. I really fall in love with kerjaya IT now. More I know them more I want to explore....there is no limit for me to learn. Call me greedy or whatever but I keep want my head full of knowledge.
1st job..I be a SAP BI specialist, more focus on reporting tool and my boss ask me to improve my communication and functional skill. I admit I feel I more better now. 2nd job I be as System analyst, basic for foxprox system, QAD or netterm system, unix, linux, sql server management, vb.net, C++, code on time and japan culture...argh thanks God for this experience and knowledge. My current job as BI data analyst, I got and sharp my skill on datawarehouse managment in SQL server, oracle (before I know u, I thought u harder than sql), AS400(love it) and IBM BI cognos reporting tool. Arghh...I love IT job and I planning to take master in IT.
Thanks God for you plan..it's beautiful and suit me well. Never planning to have a job like this.
I never be shame to tell anyone who ask me bout my education background. Tak semestinya u in class science became a doctor or u in account class u became a accountant. Dun dare to tell me that people like me is not qualify to became a programmer or became one of IT slave. I'm sure I know the late famous steve job and bill gate. Google their education background and get the answer.
After saya cerita my education background..my friend keep.laughing at me. She said I'm too funny to be true. She said nonsense for some one can be a programmer without a basic. I almost saying that did you forgot the iphone that u use right now is created by whom and his education background?..but my mouth not saying that because finally her laugh makes me realize that was a great plan that God given to me. Anything can happen...just surrender all to God. Sigh...bersyukur selalu adalah sifat yang baik.
