feeling understress....more to hyperstress.

if u still want me by u side..plis be honest with me. i want to comfort u..but hiw about you. i help u a lot..but did't do nothing

cry on my shoulder

if the hero never come to you
if you need someone
you're feeling blue

if you wait for love
and you're alone
if you call your friends nobody's home

you can run away, but you can't hide
through a storm and through a lonely night

then i'll show you there's a  destiny
the best things in life, they are free

but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone
who cares for you

if you feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes i show you what real love can do

if you sky is grey oh
let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go

if heaven is a million years away
oh just call me an i'll make you day

when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you

i will always stay by your side
i promise you, i'll never hide

what love can do???

1.11.2010..(He gone)

I'm so SO sad because my grandpa already leave us. I'm so So worried about my grandma..i know she will be sad more sad than what i feel. oh God..i'm regret because never heard what u want me to do with my grandpa. This month is always sad for me...my late brother was pass away while November. I want be my mum and grandma to calm down they. I really dun know why my family did't contact me about this matter. God..I know U hear my pray.. let put my grandpa by U side. forgive all what he done.

Style

Td jam 8.30pm, mmg biasa saya akan tgo citer style kt 8TV. cite ni best tp agak geram cuz sikap selfish watak park ki ja 2. mmg benar di dunia sebenar ni, org yg lemah akan menjadi lemah bila x mau bangkit. org lemah akan sentiasa ditindas oleh orang yang adaa kedudukan dalam 1 organisasi. Saya pun rasa saya ni org yg sgt lemah sehingga sanggup dipijak org. mcm na saya berusaha utk menjaga hati org lain tetapi masih kelihatan amat menjengkelkan di pandangan org lain. saya bkn x berusaha, saya berusaha tetapi saya tiada kelebihan yang org lain ada. sori if saya terlalu humble tetapi saya akan tetap begini jika saya x berusaha bersungguh-sungguh utk berubah. walaubagaimanapun, tq kepada org2 disekeililing saya cuz membantu saya bersabar dan tahan diri dar menjadi marah dan dengki. negative thinking make me failed....

Have a nice day girl!!!

everyday..i wake up. i pray to God..i want to be the happiest girl in this world. love to be kind and love to be love other. try to be more mature and be cool all the time. God know what playing in my head. i always ask GOD either i'm good to Him or not. maybe i can't be good all the time but i try my very best to make Him smile and like me. Lord...forgive my sins and i want more close with you. Love God always.

worried?

i been worry about everything...especially my future. what should i do if i always worried bout that? anyone can help me. i answer my own question...God be here with me, and He already plan the wonderful plan for my future. thanks God cuz u care about me. love u God

Still Thinking!!

I'm still thinking about something. Actually it's a normal but I'm still thinking why some people very love to compare others with each others. As I know...they're not a perfect person. so why must complain other? it's annoying me badly. REMEMBER..YOU also not good in certain thing...and OTHER also not good in certain matter. But as a "HUMAN" we must show our respect to other and befriend with them..not to make a gap between they. I know if WE not very right better WE make ourselves "good enough". shining and awesome in GOD EYE. jangan seperti "GAJAH DI DEPAN MATA X NAMPAK TAPI LAUT DISEBERANG LAUT NAMPAK PULA" that is becoz..bila menegur..teguran anda akan sia2 kerana org yang ditegur xkan menerima teguran org yang tidak memeriksa dirinya sendiri. so better jangan suka compare org lain. some more, anda akan kecewa besar bila anda expect org yang anda kira bagus 2 sebenarnya biasa-biasa saja and sama saja ngan org yang anda expect xberapa nak bagus 2. God forgive me cuz writing this...You know what i mean and pliz kill my curious. Thank God. Amen.

Waarrrrggghhhhhh.......!!!!!

Huh.....mesti ramai org yang pernah menjerit mcm ni kn? jerit mcm ni boleh "decrease" stress. Kadang2 bila kita dengar org menjerit2 mcm ni mesti kita bengang dan ikut geram sekali kan??...inilah manusia, semua xsempurna dan kdg2 sikap selfish 2 dtg ngan sendirinya. Kadang2 org yg sedang marah..kita tambah g kemarahan dia. sampai bila mcm kemarahan 2 reda pun xtau. Kadang2 kita mencuba yang terbaik untuk berlembut dan bersabar bila berhadapan ngan org2 yg sedang marah ni tetapi "result" dia tetap sama...SO WHAT SHOULD WE DO?? Saya jenis org yang xsuka berada dalam keadaaan marah dan bersama ngan org panas baran....saya akan berfikir banyak kali sama ada saya ni layak untuk menjadi marah atau tidak. So..tindakan saya juz berdiam diri, sabar n bertenang. xpayah kusut2. bila saya marah pula...saya kan diam dan tahan diri. Bagi orang yang pernah "TOUCHING" ngan saya...saya minta maaf byk2 kalau saya pernah termarah ke..or tercakap yang kasar ngan kamu or...saya pernah berkelakuan pelik ngan korg..sori all. Conclusion is...U not a perfect person and I'm also not a perfect person. Come and Surrender all to our Lord. Love myself..and love God so much.

Huckleberry Finn

my favourite story book

this is my favourite story book

Inilah buku yang saya suka ni....saya enjoy read this book even "berkali-kali"......

I love Huckleberry Finn

I fall in love with this guy since i know him. Masa itu, saya masih budak2 g..My Dad suka belikan kami (adik-beradik) buku cerita & pelajaran. Masa itu saya memang xsuka "reading" malaslah..dulu2 kan lagi suka merayau2..lepak2 dan g mandi sungai ngan kwn2. Hihihi..so sweet la time kecik2 kn??? freedom..innocent... ok...saya sambung balik tentang diz "guy/". one day 2..my Dad paksa saya reading tau. pasal kena paksa saya kena membaca. Time 2, saya baru berumur 8 tahun (dh pandai baca)...saya pun amik la buku color hijau & ilustrasi depan dia ada gambar sebatang sungai yang sedang mengalir and 2 org budak kecik lelaki. Hihi..jeng..jeng...tajuk buku 2 "THE ADVENTURE OF TOM SAWYER AND HUCKLEBERRY FINN" 1st chapter buku ni pun dh buat saya rasa sedih and xsabar2 nak tau cerita seterusnya. watak utamanya ada 2 org...Tom Sawyer & Hucklebbery Finn. kedua2 bdk ni mempunyai kisah hidup yang sangat miskin dan yatim piatu. i love both of them but saya lebih suka ngan watak Huckleberry Finn...mmg cerita ini menyentuh hidup saya. until now i still remember whole of story about this 2 wonderful kid. saya pun pernah juga menonton movie dia...pelakon2 dia pun comel. However..buku cerita ini dh ilang...n susah sgt nak cari buku & movie dia ni. maklumlah cerita lama kan. lagipun, rasanya cerita ini xramai org yg tau kot....hihi. next time saya continue cerita ye pasal Huck ni.

Thank You God for giving me the best plan for my life

i wonder y someone always be crying becoz of they must be suffer at earth.