1.11.2010..(He gone)

I'm so SO sad because my grandpa already leave us. I'm so So worried about my grandma..i know she will be sad more sad than what i feel. oh God..i'm regret because never heard what u want me to do with my grandpa. This month is always sad for me...my late brother was pass away while November. I want be my mum and grandma to calm down they. I really dun know why my family did't contact me about this matter. God..I know U hear my pray.. let put my grandpa by U side. forgive all what he done.