Problem?

I wonder...actually what happen to me. Something wrong with me?? who can answer my question. I really need that answer for my question.Sakit kepala bila memikirkan pasal ni. Saya tak nak fikir but still saya fikir pasal ni. Susah sebenarnya nak survive dalam dunia yg penuh pancaroba ni. Kesabaran sangat diperlukan untuk berjaya dalam hidup. Yang peliknya, bila hidup ni tenang..memang tenang saja tapi bila dah kena hempas ombak.memang sekali datang. I miss my childhood...really miss that. berlari-lari tanpa risau apa-apa, balik rumah, hug mama and papa. Kalau kena marah pun xsampai sejam dah gelak-gelak balik. Kalau tak ada duit parents provide...sekarang everything kena solved sendiri. Macam nilah yang terjadi kalau terbiasa hidup senang. Currently, i have a confusing problem..and i don't know what should i do next. Saya telah menjadi mangsa kepada mulut seseorang sampai someone tu misunderstanding dengan saya. Arghh...STRESS!!. Need to resign cepat-cepat before that thing become too big. I don't wanna stay again because my heart hurt so much. Some more, someone that i called as my "Guardian" makes me feel stupid all the times. Huh..what a life.