Today Story #3

Morning:

I bangun dalam jam 9.30am because i know today is Sunday...so need to wake up earlier. Lately i always dream something scary yg boleh buat i terketar-ketar n ketakutan apabila i bangun. Only God know what i dream about and i don't really interest to write it here. After i wash my tooth and basuh muka. i decided to bersih and kemaskan bilik saya yg agak bersepah sebab malas. maybe this kotor makes me always dream something scary and bad. ok i start from 10:30am and my housemate just watching me do cleaning my room..

Afternoon

I belum siap mengemas...and i really feel thisrty. because my housemate puasa so i need to sembunyi-sembunyi to minum my water. This afternoon i did't plan to take my lunch because i feel full and still need to continue y cleaning job. Dalam sekitar jam 2.30pm baru i siap kemas bilik dengan baik. wow tengok kepada keadaan habuk i sapu td sangatlah tebal walaupun almost everyday i sapu my room. hurm...i rest sekejap under the kipas because i sweating babe..and i x suka mandi bila berpeluh sebab like my mum said mandi time berpeluh nanti berpanau...dalam jam 4.30pm 2 i pergi mandi. after mandi. i plan to cook for my dinner later. saya sudah bosan makan makanan bazar kat sini sebab ada 7 gerai je bazar kt sini. hampir setiap 7 gerai ni i dah try makanan mereka so i feel boring if everyday i need to buy food there.so i dengan kerajinan yg baik, i pergi beli barang2 masakan dekt pasar basah kt cni. i start masak..masak n masak...i just masak ikan goreng 2 ekor and sayur kangkung goreng belacan saja. hehe. simple is better than membazir. 

jam 7.00pm 2 i dah siap masak but i waiting for break fast...my housemate just waiting the azan dengan penuh kesabaran.i did't fasting but i like to dinner together with my friend.

evening:

After dinner...i cleaning the dapur as well. this time my mood is very good. i decide to online dan buka email company. bila i buka...mmg seluruh mood baik i dalam masa sesaat saja terus melayang. perasaan i sgt terluka and start to tension and stress..my stomach also suddenly feel not comfortable at all. o my gosh...this girl really drive me crazy. she email me...she ask me to improve..improve...improve. i really want to know why i should feel bad when she start to say something bout work?? her wording is really hurt me. her email also state that i the one makes our botak boss angry with us because the sony training is not going well. what the hell. why she never mention it before....of course i really sad because she makes me down again.

they ask me to be trainer...tp my position is not a SAP trainer. my real title is SAP Application Specialist.

i really want to resign now....and i decide to resign after my bond done. whatever happen i really don't want to stay here anymore. never never and never...