Last day :)

Today is my last to be at this office. Huhu..mcm-mcm perasaan ada. I cannot describe it well. Apa pun i feel happy dan dihargai sebab the boss that i dislike most suddenly belanja us makan. That all i can post about this.

Anger Management

   

Hah nampak 2 gambar kartun Incredible Hulk. Hahaha...pasal marah2 ni mesti ingat kat Incredible Hulk, tak ada benda lain nak ingat selain Figure ni, maybe sebab dia marah saja dia jadi makhluk hijau dan badan berketul2 kot. Hodohnya bila marah kan? bak kata anak buah saya..."tak baik marah-marah, nanti jadi hijau, hodoh!" Urmm...kata-kata si anak buah yg 5 tahun tu jugalah saya ingat.

Syukur saya manusia yang sangat tak suka bila berada dalam keadaan marah...saya rasa keadaan saya bila tengah marah sangat-sangat teruk. Saya tak suka bila saya ada fikiran "Criminal mind"..walaupun tak melakukan tapi bila berfikir sedemikian rupa ada juga dosa tercalit dalam hidup kita. Mana tak ada dosanya, cth bila si kwn asyik dok hutang duit dengan kita dan tak pandai nak bayar, sapa tak geram sampai kita terfikir nak cari senapang gajah lepastu BANG! tembak kepala si kawan sampai berkecai. Dosa tak dosa, hakikatnya kita memang tak ada buat secara reality tapi fikiran kita yang berdosa sebab berfikiran sampai ke situ. Well fikiran manusia sangat bahaya...

Nak dijadikan cerita i have a friend..saya sangat rimas dengan dia sebab asyik dok call, message, inbox...pasal dia nak saya jadi guarantor loan kereta dia. Saya bukan tak kan tolong, masalahnya dia pun tak kukuh lagi, apa-apa hal kalau dia tak bayar aku ke yg kena bayar?? lawa muka (dia memang lawa pun..haha) nak suruh-suruh org bayar. Yang kelakarnya dia nak bagi downpayment 500 saja Saya pun tak faham. Tak cukup dia suruh saya jadi guarantor, dia suruh saya pula beli kereta untuk dia under nama saya. Wah sedapnya engkau kan. Kawan tetap kawan tapi bila benda-benda mcm ni ko boleh expect ke org tu takkan backstabbed u.Some more, saya ni akan org miskin, kerja pun kuli-kuli saja...bkn anak dato ke anak org kaya yang celik je nampak harta bertimbun. Lagipun saya ada hutang besar dengan PTPTN lagi. Bukan tak percaya dengan kawan sendiri tapi kena berhati-hati...lagipun memang terang lagi bersuluh dia muda lagi, kerja pun tak stabil. jangan nak amik kereta sebab nak bergaya saja ye. 

Memang mendidih jugalah darah saya semalam sebab benda ni, orang tak pandai faham atau pura-pura tak faham memang sangat membebankan otak. Tapi saya tak suka marah-marah ni, itulah pasal kena ada anger management dalam diri masing-masing. Kalau tak silap-silap ada yang bertarik rambut semalam. jangan ikut sangat marah tu..tp jangan sampai kena pijak-pijak pula. kita sama-sama pijak memijak boleh kot sebab ko sakit aku pun sakit juga. hahaha. Peace!  

I FeeEELLL good!!

I feel great!! tu saja yg mampu saya cakap. Even if saya susah pada masa ni tapi i will try my very best to makesure that i handle it better. The opportunity that God given to me, i will make sure that i do my best. Even if i don't know how to do it...but still i still wanna try harder until i can smile proudly. Eyerain is the best. hehe..i need to motivate myself. Seriously i feel so happy!. 

Last week i decide to go from here, and they approve. Thanks God! and then i went to interview...so i passed and confirm to work with them..i smile proudly.Thanks God... Suddenly one of my friend call me and ask me to join them without an interview. I feel great..Thanks God. Last time i went to an interview...and that time i decline their offer because i just have bond with my current company. n NOW they still looking for me and persuade me to join them. I really too...Thanks God. But then, my lovely family and parents ask me to back Sabah and willing to spend sum of amount for me to start my business. some more, i need to take care family business too. I feel great and Thanks God for all the opportunity that You given to me. 

Peluang depan mata, so what should i do? Opps...hampir terlupa, my current company pun offering me to work offline with them. Meaning to say that I be a freelance. Wow...quite good. But then..i need to consider. Fikir Eyerain...fikir..pray and Let Him guide u way which of the opportunity the best for you. Wish me all the best folks!

Bebas setelah merdeka

Selama ni saya teringin sangat nak bebas daripada tempat ni. Setelah sekian lama akhirnya saya berjaya meluahkan hasrat hati setelah bulan kemerdekaan berlalu. Biasalah experience pertama menghantar surat resign...inikan 1st job saya. hehe....perasaan berdebar tu agak lain mcm. Apa pun tahniahlah Eyerain sebab berjaya membebaskan diri ya. hehe

I heart Libresse

Libresse! apa tu Libresse? kalau perempuan of course tau apa benda ni. Heheh..lelaki xtau xpe.korg xperlu tahu pun. Percaya or tak, saya telah dan ingin menjadi pengguna setia Libresse. Sebab apa, sebab sudah terbukti keberkesanannya. Memang iklan Adibah Noor tu tak tipu. Last Thursday i have my 1st day period...so masa itu, syukur masa itu saya bawa and i bawa two of them. After a few hours ago, I go toilet and see that my pad almost full. So i decide to change it...and petang tu we have a training until 9.00pm. Alamak i don't have any of my spare pad anymore, i already used both of my pad. mengelabah juga time tu, takut bocor, nanti malu. Nak g beli, malu nak minta permission drpd mereka utk g carefour utk beli. So I decide to keep silent. Once again, I go to toilet and see that my pad almost full. worried! worried! how if my liquid byk sgt and melimpah keluar. But the thing is, i feel so dried..memang selesa mcm pad saya still an empty and the most important is still dry. Jam 10.30pm i sampai rumah, terus capai towel, amik pad Libresse and panties and g washroom utk mandi. You know what...it's amazing. Pad Libresse ni btl-btl serap all of my liquid perfectly...dan memang kering. Very different with kotex, or laurier. I buat perbandingan tiga brand ni sebab their price range yg hampir sama. Libresse really impressed me. some more, waktu sleep mmg liquid mengalir byk but then using the miracle libresse, i do not need to worry anymore because it's serap u liquid perfectly. Thanks Libresse!

 

 

TENSION!!!!!!!

 

Apalah nasib badan...God Please get me out here. Please I'm begging You.

Dalam beberapa bulan ni, kulit wajah saya yg putih halus dan mulus ni berubah menjadi habitat kegemaran jerawat.  Salah satu sebabnya ialah;

1) I cannot sleep well because I'm stress 

2) I Judging myself either it's true that I'm so stupid until I makes others stress.

3) I really want to resign just now.

4) I can't face that People said that I'm useless..apa pun tak tau. 

I really cannot tahan anymore. I know you're the boss..the owner of this company but don't forget. you employee is a human not a machine. Please do not expect more than what we can do. You said we wasting you money...

I already reach my limitation. Apa pun yang terjadi...saya tetap dengan keputusan saya. Muktamad...saya dah tak tahan. I quit!